colours too dull and spammed with imperfection
Monday, June 27, 2011
hello people i have no fucking mood to really update my blog so ok continue some other fucking time byebye
Sunday, June 26, 2011
girl i love you.
I never wanna see you cry.
Yesterday night ton with baby, do homework. Everything so fucking hard mans. Slept at 4am, woke up at 1pm, continue do homework, baby went to print papers, I went out with family. Slack like some boss, record some shit, I feel like some asshole today. Haha.
Tomorrow got school, finally seeing baby ^^ I owe her lollipop, since she finish all her homework already.. Lazy do my Assignment 3 larh, everything so fuckup. I'm gonna enter the school with t(-.-t).
HAHAHAHA BYE I'M LIKE FU^^ING HYPER NOW.
Saturday, June 25, 2011
baby lets run away tonight.
OMG I FIND THIS GORGEOUS SHIT.
Haha idk how long I didn't update.
Had training. After that went to Tiong with Mandy and Frances to have lunch with baby and Li Yun. After that went to Zion whatever place, baby went home :( Balalalala have interview whatsoever.
Went to Mac eat breakfast, morning call baby. Her just-woke-up voice damn cute ^^ Went to school with her, late for dikir :/ Clap clap clap shout shout shout until my hand pain and it felt as if I just slashed but no, my voice like a guy's. Spent my breaks with baby, she doing her project..
After dikir sent baby home, she lost her ezlink card T.T BALALALALALA walked around BPP, Lot and Compass Point. Can die lah. My prepaid $10 dropped to $3 texting Ilya. Nice. Stood all the way from Phoenix to Sengkang. ZAI ARH.
Stayed at home chiong homework with baby. Hah, now my face is tear-stained :(
Bai. I wanna dream the dream I had last night, it was damn awesome ♥
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
WE MIGHT NOT GET TOMORROW
EXCUSE ME, BUT I MIGHT DRINK A LITTLE MORE THAN I SHOULD TONIGHT.
I'M TIRED NOW SO I'M GONNA RUSH THROUGH THIS POST. HI I AM FAILWHALE.
>MET WITH FRANCES AND HUMAIRA'
>WENT TO PERANAKAN MUSEUM
>WENT ALL AROUND SINGAPORE TO FIND A MAKAN PLACE
>I GOT STALKED BY CHANGKAT PRI GUYS.
>GOT MY ATM CARD FINALLY LIKE FUCKYEAH.
>CHAT WITH DAD ABOUT CUSTODY AND SINGLE-PARENTS.
TOMORROW GOING OUT AGAIN FML BUT NEVERMIND I'M A GOOD GIRL RIGHT :>
MEETING BABY TOMORROW WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE if she can make it :<
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
TODAYWASTOTALLYFUCKEDUP, I SWEAR. Firstly, training went okay, took K2 with PSYDUCKKKKK. Didn't capsize :D Then went for lunch at Tiong with Mandy Frances and Hannah. Text baby with Mandy's phone, not nice..
Dad spam-called, fuck I can't even hear anything, I called with Hannah's phone, he shout at me fml. YOU GIMME LOUSY PHONE AND YOU EXPECT IT TO FUNCTION LIKE SOME BB OR IPHONE. GOD :( I no more money, ezlink card also no money, you expect me to rush for what fuck -'-
Reached Jurong, he deesiao me, then he ask if he was too harsh on me just now, I said "hah and you think you weren't". His friend even told him to chill.
And yes I cried.
How can a daughter not cry after being rude to her dad? fml :|
Dad knew that I no mood at all, then he brought me out for lunch again. Realised I forgot tell bby that I going back home already :x HEH. Homed, bathe for 30 minutes \m/ Then now gonna do maths :) Sad tmr bby the group not joining mine.
forkmylife -.- Gonna do homework now. Bai.
Monday, June 20, 2011
DAMN GIRL, SEXYBITCH.
so fine, so beautiful, so perfect
DRIFT ME AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
Slept for 2 hours and I survived this long. Kay. So did the interview blahblahblah, got rejected twice fuckyoupeople -'-
Text baby all the waaaaaaaaaaaaaay :>
Got crazy did some crazy stuff and done boomz.
She so clumsyyyy, idk how, skin tear then her whole hand bloody :( Somehow I saw Carmen, Clara, Khairun Nisa, Angelia and others but never see her. Saddddddddd.
I shall go sleep now bye :>
Labels: i just wanna see ya.
Sunday, June 19, 2011
come to me.
FML my hair is turning more brown than ever. Hehe it matches my eye colour =)
Today wake up com com com com com com TPC crash com com TPC crash again com com com.
Yep I didn't eat :D Except for Panadol T.T Heyy youuuu, what will I get? ^^
Went out, came home become crazy already, keep dancing hahaha.
I WANNA BUY THAT FRED PERRY INSPIRED BAG!!! 12.90 only! OMG. Kay I shall ask Claire some other day :> Excited ttfm.
I need to save $50 asap! Need to spam my warddrobe with tshirts soon :D My wardrobe fills like half my room and it's barely half filled. T.T fml.
GOING OUT TOMORROW INTERVIEW SOME RANDOM PEOPLE. CIAOS.
Labels: I want you.
Saturday, June 18, 2011
last friday night.
connect the dots
Today so sad :( Kena woken up by cousin. She just came back from Melbourne/Sydney/Aussie. Came into my room without knocking :< I sleeping so unglamly HAHAHA. Washed up bathe blahblahblah then went to play game with cousin, still early so I thought bby still sleeping, end up when came back she went out go somewhere :(
Then went for dinner, kena so many mosquito bites on my ankle, go out for dinner like go for hiking sia. Then went to see people play kites at night, LED kites. I spent my time jumping around scratching the bites :/ Went home, bathe ~
Timecheck now 10:59, bby still not online :(( Is either: go out dinner/go out still haven't come back/go back home bathe then sleep/idk :( Hope she's okay~
-Cookie monster shirt
-Starbucks shirt (white)
-Angry Birds piggie shirt
-Hello Kitty Tee
^Things to buy. Need to save $70 sigh T.T
Thursday, June 16, 2011
you're the one for me.
No one else.
FUCKTHISSHIT I'M DYING OVER HERE. CRAMPS LIKE NO TOMORROW. VOMITED 5 TIMES. FEVER OF 38 DEGREES.
Fml. Seriously. Everyday sit at home rot. Nothing better to do. One day I might just disappear and forget about the world. I'm thinking of doing it tomorrow :(
I still have like so many things to buy. Shirts. Bottoms. Watches. Bags. Shall go to Bugis on 29th and spend all the money I have. Now I have like $265? Haha wtf. I should be getting my another $255 in like 3 days or so. So total $520? HAHA.
If only you know how I fucking feel right now :(
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
I feel damn tempted now. Someone kill me, I don't like stepping into that building.
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
you're abnormal. and you're mine.
Just promise me you'll stay ^^
To be honest, I'm damn exhausted now, from the chaotic day today :( Slept at 3am last night, woke up at 5am, 2 hours of sleep. Went for training, partnered Bernice for K2.
Frances & Hannah - Didn't capsize at all.
Bernice & I - Capsized twice.
Jannah & Nicole - Capsized 9 times.
Mandy & Faz - Capsized 10+ times?
Brenda & Jia Ying - Capsized 32 times.
After that went running T.T 15 minutes straight.. Then after that wash up, rushed to school^^ Had dikir, clapped hands until my blisters got super red, then one of them bled. Then went to Bukit Merah Library find Frances and peeps, do project. I almost fall asleep while walking -.-
Went to Expo, met with Aunt and Uncle, then to fetch cousin from tuition, text Sayang~ I fell asleep waiting for her reply hehe :3
Tmr bby fetching me from school weeeeeeeee^^ #happygal98
Monday, June 13, 2011
come here now .
somehow, it'll only happen in my dreams
Woke up, glue my eyes to the TPC~ Kay ah I forgot everything that happened today, I only remember chatting like mad with many people T-T Tomorrow's gonna be hell.. 3 events -.-
This bby arhhh, say tmr dw accompany me go library~
Bwahaha tired now. Gonna go sleep in a whileeee. Bai :B
Sunday, June 12, 2011
you mean nothing to me, dont suddenly kpkb ~
Today was nothing, completely nothing at all. I hate today in the matter of fact. Woke up, went to eat a little bit, THE RICE WAS LIKE FORKING SALTY. Went to cousin's, play Portal 2, then back online again. Mum forced me to eat dinner, I show attitude, she anyhow scold me. I sick still can scold. I left my plate there untouched, went up to my room, locked the door. Dad unlocked with the door key, ask if I okay, obviously I said no, then I asked him to leave.
Chat w Sayang, nothing much said. I was kinda pissed with some stuffs, thought Sayang notice it, but didn't. Hah, nvm. She went to sleep, I go read last year conversations again~ Cried and whatsoever, don't feel like talking about it.
Gonna have trouble sleeping tonight, I don't think anyone really care~ Out there, my cliques are like having fun, going out with their friends, going on vacations with their family, going out alone with their stead/crush/whoeverelse, here I am, rotting alone at home.. Even biological mum didn't leave a message or call me. I wonder what's with my family and people around me nowadays. I have a messed up confused family~ When school days, go out have fun, when holidays come, parents tell me study..
Shall off tpc now uh, 13 hours non-stop use. Timecheck now 1:41am, shall go roll in bed.
Baby, missing you damn freaking much ~
Saturday, June 11, 2011
a b a n d o n e d .
3 years, boy.
Today, nothing much. Woke up with fever, went to eat, then bathe. After bathe, super cold, mum took away my blanket and jacket.. Skip this part. Stayed up in my room, chat w Sayangg, got pissed occasionally, whatsoever~
Sorry didn't go your badminton tournament on the 10th. I knew you would win anyway. Congrats, dude.
Friday, June 10, 2011
you're literally everything.
i swear this time i'll love you forever, till the end, nothing can separate us♥
And with that today's forking epic. Woke up at 9am, dad straight away sent me to the bus interchange, wait for the bus like 50 minutes _|_ Then nvm, board the bus, NO SEAT. GREAT WAY TO START THE DAY YEAH. Big butts pushed me around, I go step on their feet. Great. One farted at my back wtf _|_|_|_|_|_|_|_ smelly.
Reached Jurong, then go CCK~ I was 1.5hours early, so went to the library then read chicken soup ^^ Two students beside me, damn noisy, I giggled like shit when the whole library went SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Met Phoebe, Cherylene then Sayanggg~ Phoebe brought the big ball. And Cherylene's brother said he got small balls. #ironic.
Went to West Coast, totally sick there~ Felt like vomiting and stomach damn fuhfuhfuhqueen pain. Which reminds me, stupid sister, say I pregnant _|_ Oh well. Then went to Mac to eat late lunch. Damn hungry. After that went to Jurong Library, slack and eat. Controlled my laughter like shit, when Sayang said "My bag very empty, nothing to hug D: " I thought she knew lerhh, but end up never~ HAHAHAHAHA only after Cherylene piak her bag, she saw the Elmo^^
Went to Joo Koon, 10 minutes late~ Then went off, realised that I didn't give Sayang the carrrrrd >< Next time~ Home, bathe, Portal 2, online.
GRABSOMEBODYSEXYTELLEMHEY. Hey, I miss you already ^^
Thursday, June 9, 2011
all i need is for you to be here with me
and then I'll go to sleep.
Woke up at 4.45am, went for tea party at school. After that ran all the way to Redhill, meet with Sayangggg. Tired shit larh. Met with supplier, than off to Lot1 with Sayangg. I went Mini Toons while she went for her batch gatheringg. Was at the cashier paying, then suddenly someone shouted my name. Turn aroundd, Wanyi and Sayang there~ Went back to Grandma's place, bathe and watch TV. Otpp with Sayangg at night, I can't sleep~ Took 1 hour 5 minutes until I finally want to sleep haiz.
Woke up at 6.45am, got Sayang's morning message~ Idk why, suddenly collapsed then sleep back T.T Woke up at 7.05am, rush bathe, then sent mom to Toa Payoh. Headache all the way -.- Text Sayangg. Then went backk to Grandma's place, sleep, then went swimming.
Fuck you I wanna update in peace also cannot. Fuck fuck fuck. Continue update later.
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
baby you're the best i ever had.
Bitch, with pretty flowers and my goddamn forking blessings ;)
Today was farked up~ Woke up at 4.30am, went Singapore. Walked all the way from cp to Clarissa's house, then walk back wtf. Had breakfast, like rubbish only. I felt like vomitting, idk what's wrong with me nowadays. Keep getting sick~
Went to Peranakan Museum, detoured to whatever place I don't give a flying fork to remember, fetch Angeline -.- She was late, we left her behind. Her mother go scold Li Yun.. THEN OUR TAXI GOT LOST, WTF. The fare until $10+, the taxi dumped us at the roadside, no need pay. Then Humaira' fetched us from whatever the forking hotel is.
Walk around, take pictures, got scared, went off. Went to Bugis, eat Pastamania, fcking hell lah, I wanted to vomit again. Gave Sheryl 1/4 of my serving, cannot tahan. Then walk around Bugis Street, me and Sayang dead alr~ So damn tired, idk why. Dragged her hahahaha. Saw Elinda and Julia, then walk off.
Sat outside Mac with Sayang like a total beggar. Wah that time I really wanted to cry, cos nowhere to go, I scared if I call mum, she'll totally be like !@*&%*#&!% I'm busy sorry cannot pick you up. Bleh. Unwanted daughter. Die.
Took the train, Sayang one side, I the other side. No mood. As expected, Sayang text me bwahahahar. Got down at Jurong, take the damn CW3 home -.- I slept all the way anyway HAHA. Continue sleep at home, not feeling well. I woke up with headache, flu and fever.
gg to me =) baiiiiiiiiiiiii.
Monday, June 6, 2011
dance in the dark.
I just don't want others to have you, boy.
Woke up at 11, much earlier than yesterday! HAHA, Sayang still can call me sleepy baby, big joke~
Today nothing muchh, only mug on TPC and revise some Algebra, I can't seem to get anything into my head, lol.
7/6 - Peranakan Museum Trip, 9.30am @ Tiong taxi stand.
8/6 - PBMC Tea Party, CGS. Redhill @ 1315, Boon Keng @ 1400. <- Hell of a busy day.
9/6 - REJOICE, SWIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. Alone -.-
10/6 - 2nd Month ^^ Anywhere. HAHA.
11/6 - Finish up Comm Arts short story.
12/6 - Do Algebra.
13/6 - Do Algebra.
14/6 - Do Algebra.
15/6 - Do Algebra.
16/6 - Do Algebra.
17/6 - SLAAAAAAAAAAAAACK, maybe go out.
18/6 - blah.
19/6 - blah.
20/6 - Swim.
21/6 - blah.
22/6 - RUN :D
23/6 - RUN :D
24/6 - RUN :D
25/6 - Swim.
26/6 - Pack bags for schooooooooooool!
27/6 - Doomsday. BOOMZXC. School.
As you can see I need 5 days to complete my Algebra. And towards the end of holidays I usually run and swim a lot, to get back in shape after days and weeks of slacking HAHA. Need to burn off fats eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh. Bai :B
Sunday, June 5, 2011
you're all i want.
So fucking helpless.
Had a bad day. Dad doesn't understand me. His 7 year old daughter who can't even read fluently. And he's buying for her an iPad? She doesn't even know what start up is. What the fuck. She just passed her maths and she gets an iPad. I got A1 for my maths and all I got was congratulations. Dad, you should stop disappointing yourself. Stop having so high expectations on a useless daughter like me.
I want to run away. Run away to CCK. Mum's place. That's the only place in the world where I'll never cry. Mum will talk to me, listen to my problems, and advise me what to do. Dad? I wanted to talk to him, he doesn't even listen to me. He puts down my ideas, and he listens to my sister instead. Is she even useful? She can't even read and talk properly. I want mum. Mum's maybe the only person who can understand me. I bet Dad doesn't even know I'm having a hard time coping with my studies and CCA and friends. Not to mention the family.
Compared to Dad, Mum keeps her promises, she buys the stuff that I need, she listens to my problems, she doesn't nag, she'll be by my side until the second I fall asleep, she'll wake up at odd hours and ask me what's wrong, she won't scold me for whatever I do, she'll cook me the right meals, she won't ever blame me for the things I didn't do. I prefer mum to dad a gazillion times more. And just so you know I'm talking about my biological mum.
If I could, I'd really wish to see you right now. Even for a second.
Saturday, June 4, 2011
all this chaos
Girl I miss you. Bwaha.
Labels: te echo de menos.
time to be frank.
" Danish, remember this? ^^ "
Time to really update.
Tbh, you literally mean everything to me. Without you, I'm nothing.
Today nothing much, woke up at almost 8. Cos mum asked for a calculator. Like wtfffff, her phone don't have calculator one meh >:
Sayangg almost having feverr, I already having fever.. Shouldn't have slept so late lately. I better get well soon, I wanna celebrate 2nd month with bby^^
Labels: 6 more days ^^
Friday, June 3, 2011
his love is all she knows.
walk walk fashion baby, work it, move that thing crazy.
HEY HI HELLO LITTLE KIYUUUUUUUUTE EARTHLINGS ^^
Woke up at 11:43, woah, Sayang woke up at 8:11 O_O I'm still in lalaland man.
Today nothing much, online, eat corn in a cup, listen to mum and dad fight, online again.
Updating just for the sake of updating^^ Didn't want my blog to look deaaaaaad.
I wanna go ice-skating :( And fly kites at Marina Barrage. AND go to West Coast just to have some crazy fun. Weeeeeeee~
I'm a dead girl.
7th - Food Trail
8th - PBMC Welcome Tea at school.
9th - Swimming
10th - Out w Sayang^^ and maybe others~
Thursday, June 2, 2011
baby don't worry~
Hey, feeling funny? ^^
Today kabooooooooooooooooooooooooomzxcxz. Shall start from SCRATCH.
Woke up at 4.30am, went back to sleep and cover blanket over my head HAHAHAHA. Mum shook me like mad, woke up at 5am. Rush bathe, went out at 5.15am. Dad went to work at 6.30am, I stayed in the car until 7.15am. Went to top-up my sister's prepaid, and draw out some cash for Dad.
Went to Sengkang for breakfast, half an hour breakfast HAHAHHAHA. Had Chng Teng. Or something like that. After that bused to Pasir Ris, took a slow walk under the bridge, then trained to Tampines. Walk here walk there, then trained to Bugis. Sayang replied me^^ Walked around Bugis for like 2 hours, my hips wanna break already lah. I REGRET NOT BUYING THE GEEK SPECS. Must buy before meeting the supplier HAHA.
Went to Tiong Bahru to meet Frances after that, then bought snacks. I literally grabbed everything I saw, I swear. Frances told me to put back. Bad lobster. Then waited for 50 minutes standing like retards outside Subway. Waited for Cherylene, Phoebe and her mom. Ate while waiting haha.
SKIP A LOT OF RANDOM STUFF COS SAYANG WANTS TO SLEEP ^^
Reached ECP, then Phoebe's mum treated Burger King. Then Sayang suddenly can come~ So yeap waited. And waited. Aaaaaand waited. Until we played first. First wanted to make sand castles. Fail. Then play water. Fail. Then shuffled on sand. Pass. Then me and Frances cartwheeled like mad. Pass. Then we made balls out of sand. Pass. I spammed Phoebe's DSLR with 2382982308654 photos. Oooooops.
Nearly 5pm, we wanted to go off already, then Sayang came~ I shouted her full name lolol, I think everyone there looked at me :x Thanks to me the whole world now know her name weeeeeee~ Went and change, then Phoebe's mum drove us to Lot. We totally walked aimlessly there.
Saw Genevieve, then went walk again. Then met with the customer, collected money from her. Lucky I got $4 change. Then irritated Sayang. HAHA I think failed. Wanted her to send me all the way to Joo Koon lol~ But then she went her own way, then I went mine. What the fuck larhhh, I got the wooden name key chain at my bag, some bastard go disturb me -'-
Reached Joo Koon, waited for Aunt and her new car and Uncle with his usual Pearl White car. Like a boss. I ate Biskits and texted Sayang. HAHAHA. Went home, eat, bathe, online. Damn fucking tired now. Bye.
Love you aye. ^^
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
what ever happened to us.
But you never were, didn't you? I see you everytime I dream^^
Watching Clannaaaaaaaad^^ After story only, the main story's like fucking long man. HAHA.
So yeap today woke up, watched a little bit of Clannad, the went out with family. On the way, sister said "What's that place with the big cock?" Like WTF. Skip.
I didn't get to buy the animal fur bag and high cut shoe just because brother was ranting to go home. And daddy said I was wasting money, like wtf also? I wanna use for school open derh, also cannot? Then buying shoe is not waste money ar? $100+ ley. -.-
Went back home, chat w Sayang. Tomorrow going beach with Cherylene, Phoebe and Frances. Sayang can't go... Sad. OHYA.
@liimegreeen: Wouldn't it be nice if we could celebrate our 10th month, together with my birthday? ^^ 10th's♥
I'll slowly close my eyes and sleep, and I shall wake up with you beside me. Yeah man.