Hit that Rainbow
colours too dull and spammed with imperfection
Sunday, January 16, 2011
In case you don't know.

" Since I'm your first "

I like to be treated differently from the rest of your normal friends. Like,
  • You'd spend more time on me.
  • You pay attention to what's going on.
  • You know what's my problems.
  • Try to cheer me up when I'm down.
  • Understand how I feel.
  • Take the initiative to text me. I wait all day long for your text. I don't begin the conversation. I hint on you.
  • Talk like we did before we're together, like how best friends talk, not like how strangers talk.
  • Be there for me when I need you even though it's almost impossible.
  • Control me when I can't control myself e.g. in fights. I can't tahan that long.
  • Make me happy everyday. You promised that.
  • Also take the initiative to remember when's our anni. I see other people reminding one another about the important date. I'm not the type to remind people.
  • Do NOT ever reply me monosyllabically. I will automatically hate that person. Lucky I didn't hate you.
  • Don't love me cos of my looks or parts or whatever. I like it when a person loves me for who I am.
  • Try to actually know what happened in the previous times. Don't remind me about those painful moments I went through. Had enough.
  • Don't tell me what to do when I'm not in the mood. You'll just piss me off.
  • I like it if you fetch me from wherever I am. Like he did. It always cheers me up.
  • This is not a fairytale or something you've been dreaming of. Not everything has a happy ending.
  • I can be cruel sometimes too. I may ignore you, but I certainly don't mean it.
  • I'm selfish. Sometimes when I'm not in a good mood I tend to not think about others and only think about myself.
  • I cry easily, thinking about my childhood. You know I had a sad one. More reason for you to pay attention to me.
  • Love me more than anything else.
Iffah Khaliesah.


12:36 PM
Yours truly.