Sunday, January 16, 2011
In case you don't know.
" Since I'm your first "I like to be treated differently from the rest of your normal friends. Like,
- You'd spend more time on me.
- You pay attention to what's going on.
- You know what's my problems.
- Try to cheer me up when I'm down.
- Understand how I feel.
- TALK TO ME MORE OFTEN.
- Take the initiative to text me. I wait all day long for your text. I don't begin the conversation. I hint on you.
- Talk like we did before we're together, like how best friends talk, not like how strangers talk.
- Be there for me when I need you even though it's almost impossible.
- Control me when I can't control myself e.g. in fights. I can't tahan that long.
- Make me happy everyday. You promised that.
- Also take the initiative to remember when's our anni. I see other people reminding one another about the important date. I'm not the type to remind people.
- Do NOT ever reply me monosyllabically. I will automatically hate that person. Lucky I didn't hate you.
- Don't love me cos of my looks or parts or whatever. I like it when a person loves me for who I am.
- Try to actually know what happened in the previous times. Don't remind me about those painful moments I went through. Had enough.
- Don't tell me what to do when I'm not in the mood. You'll just piss me off.
- I like it if you fetch me from wherever I am. Like he did. It always cheers me up.
- This is not a fairytale or something you've been dreaming of. Not everything has a happy ending.
- I can be cruel sometimes too. I may ignore you, but I certainly don't mean it.
- I'm selfish. Sometimes when I'm not in a good mood I tend to not think about others and only think about myself.
- I cry easily, thinking about my childhood. You know I had a sad one. More reason for you to pay attention to me.
Lastly, - Love me more than anything else.
Sincerely,
Iffah Khaliesah.
Labels: i don't want a painful ending.
12:36 PM
Yours truly.